Author: Dean Koontz
Cites
- T. S. Eliot (9)
- IN: Deeply Odd (2013) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: They followed the light and shadow,
and the light led them forward to light
and the shadow led them to darkness.
FROM: Choruses from The Rock, VII, (1934), Poem, UK
- IN: 77 Shadow Street (2011) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: They all go into the dark …
FROM: East Coker, (1940), Poem, UK
- IN: Saint Odd (2015) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: The only wisdom we can hope to acquire
Is the wisdom of humility.…
FROM: East Coker, (1940), Poem, UK
- IN: Your Heart Belongs To Me (2008) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: The houses are all gone under the sea.
The dancers are all gone under the hill.
FROM: East Coker, (1940), Poem, UK
- IN: The Taking (2004) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: In my beginning is my end.
FROM: East Coker, (1940), Poem, UK
- IN: Velocity (2005) Fiction, Suspense, Mystery, American
EPIGRAPH: And now you live dispersed on ribbon roads,
And no man knows or cares who is his neighbour
Unless his neighbour makes too much disturbance,
But all dash to and fro in motorcars,
Familiar with the roads and settled nowhere.
FROM: Choruses from “The Rock”, (1934), Book, UK
- Edgar Allan Poe (4)
- IN: Odd Apocalypse (2012) Fiction, thriller, Mystery, American
EPIGRAPH: From childhood’s hour I have not been
As others were — I have not seen
As others saw.
FROM: Alone, (1829), Poem, US
- IN: The Mask (1990) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: And much of Madness, and more of Sin, And Horror the soul of the plot.
FROM: The Conqueror Worm, (1843), Poem, US
- James Dickey (1)
- IN: Ashley Bell (2015) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: She...
Hears the song in the egg of a bird.
FROM: Sleeping Out at Easter, (1960), Poem, US
- Thomas Mann (2)
- IN: The City (2014) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Hold every moment sacred. Give each clarity and meaning, each the weight of thine awareness, each its true and due fulfillment.
FROM: The Beloved Returns, (1939), Novel, Germany
- IN: Phantoms (1983) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: The civilized human spirit… cannot
Get rid of a feeling of the uncanny
FROM: Dr. Faustus, (1947), Play, Germany
- Robert Frost (1)
- IN: The Darkest Evening Of The Year (2007) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: The woods are lovely, dark, and deep
FROM: Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening, (1923), Poem, US
- Theodore Roethke (1)
- IN: Odd Hours (2008) Fiction, Thriller, Mystery, American
EPIGRAPH: I feel my fate in what I cannot fear.
I learn by going where I have to go.
FROM: The Waking, (1953), Poem, US
- NULL (12)
- IN: Odd Thomas (2003) Fiction, Thriller, Mystery, American
EPIGRAPH: Hope requires the contender
Who sees no virtue in surrender.
From the cradle to the bier.
The heart must persevere.
FROM: The Book of Counted Joys, (2003), Fictional, NULL
- IN: Lightning (1988) Fiction, Fantasy, Science Fiction, Thriller, American
EPIGRAPH: Roller coaster: a small gravity railroad… with steep inclines that produce sudden, speedy plunges for thrill-seeking passengers.
FROM: The Random House Dictionary, (1966), Definition, NULL
- IN: Darkness Under the Sun (2010) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: I was Death, harvesting lives. I knew my destiny was epic. Yet I killed one at a time, one at a time, one at a time. If my killing spree had been music — and it was music to me — you could rightly call it the simplest folk song. But I had set out to create a symphony of death, an immortal opera of terror.
Then an unexpected encounter suddenly led me to understand that to fulfill my promise, to unleash my full potential, to compose truly memorable crescendos of destruction, I must kill entire families, use them first as I wished and then slaughter them. In killing any family, I was killing my own, which deserved to die.
Inspiration can come from surprising sources. A child showed me the way.
FROM: Alton Turner Blackwood, from the journal of Alton Turner Blackwood, (2010), Author, NULL
- IN: False Memory (1999) Fiction, Suspense, Horror fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: AUTOPHOBIA is a real personality disorder. The term is used to describe three different conditions: (1) fear of being alone; (2) fear of being egotistical; (3) fear of oneself. The third is the rarest of these conditions.
FROM: NULL, (None), Definition, NULL
- IN: Fear That Man (1969) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: And ye shall seek a new order of things…
FROM: NULL, (None), [NA], NULL
- IN: Icebound (1976) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: ARCTIC EXPEDITION TO BLOW LOOSE
PIECE OF POLAR ICECAP TOMORROW
THULE, Greenland, Jan. 14—At midnight tomorrow, scientists at the United Nations-funded Edgeway Station will detonate a series of explosive devices to separate a half-mile-square iceberg from the edge of the winter icecap, just 350 miles off the northeast coast of Greenland. Two United Nations trawlers, equipped with electronic tracking gear are waiting 230 miles to the south, where they will monitor the progress of the “bugged” iceberg.
In an experiment designed to determine if Atlantic currents change substantially in northern regions during the severe Arctic winter…
FROM: From The New York Times, (1976), NULL, NULL
- St. Ignatius Loyola (1)
- IN: Brother Odd (2006) Fiction, Thriller, Mystery, American
EPIGRAPH: Teach us…
To give and not to count the cost;
To fight and not to heed the wounds;
To toil and not to seek for rest…
FROM: Prayer for Generosity, (1548), Speech, Spain
- Martin Luther Jr. King (1)
- IN: Forever Odd (2005) Fiction, Thriller, Mystery, American
EPIGRAPH: Unearned suffering is redemptive.
FROM: "Suffering and Faith", (1960), Speech, US
- Elvis Presley (1)
- IN: Forever Odd (2005) Fiction, Thriller, Mystery, American
EPIGRAPH: Look at those hands, Oh God, those hands toiled to raise me.
FROM: Elvis Presley at his mother's casket, (None), Conversation, US
- W. B. Yeats (1)
- IN: Your Heart Belongs To Me (2008) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold; Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world, The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere The ceremony of innocence is drowned…
FROM: The Second Coming, (1920), Poem, Ireland
- Carl Jung (1)
- IN: Watchers (1987) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.
FROM: Modern Man in Search of a Soul, (1933), Book, France
- H. G. Wells (1)
- IN: Watchers (1987) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: The past is but the beginning of a beginning,
and all that is and has been
is but the twilight of the dawn.
FROM: The Discovery of the Future, (1902), Lecture, UK
- Antoine de Saint-Exupéry (1)
- IN: By the Light of the Moon (2002) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: And at his prow the pilot held within his hands his freight of lives, eyes wide open, full of moonlight.
FROM: Night Flight, (1931), Novel, France
- Reinhold Niebuhr (1)
- IN: By the Light of the Moon (2002) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Life has no meaning except in terms of responsibility.
FROM: Faith and History, (1949), Book, US
- Dean Koontz (21)
- IN: By the Light of the Moon (2002) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Now take my hand and hold it tight. I will not fail you here tonight, For failing you, I fail myself And place my soul upon a shelf In Hell's library without light. I will not fail you here tonight.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Fear Nothing (1998) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: We have a weight to carry and a distance we must go.
We have a weight to carry, a destination we can’t know.
We have a weight to carry and can put it down nowhere.
We are the weight we carry from there to here to there.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Winter Moon (1995) Fiction, Suspense, Horror fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: The City of the Dying Dy.
Beaches, surfers, California girls. Wind scented with fabulous
dreams.
Bougainvillea, groves of oranges. Stars are born, everything gleams.
A weather change. Shadows fall. New scent upon the wind--decay.
Cocaine, Uzis, drive-by shootings. Death is a banker. Everyone
pays.
FROM: the Book of Counted Sorrows., (2001), Author, US
- IN: Mr. Murder (1993) Fiction, horror, American
EPIGRAPH: Winter that year was strange and gray. The damp wind smelled of Apocalypse, and morning skies had a peculiar way of slipping cat-quick into midnight.c
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Cold Fire (1991) Fiction, Horror fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Life without meaning
cannot be borne.
We find a mission
to which we're sworn
— or answer the call
of Death's dark horn.
Without a gleaning
of purpose in life,
we have no vision,
we live in strife,
— or let blood fall
on a suicide knife.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Dark Rivers of the Heart (1994) Fiction, Suspense, Thriller, Romance novel, American
EPIGRAPH: All of us are travelers lost,
our tickets arranged at a cost
unknown but beyond our means.
This odd itinerary of scenes
— enigmatic, strange, unreal—
leaves us unsure how to feel.
No postmortem journey is rife
with more mystery than life.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Intensity (1987) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Hope is the destination that we seek.
Love is the road that leads to hope.
Courage is the motor that drives us.
We travel out of darkness into faith
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Dragon Tears (1993) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Rush headlong and hard at life
Or just sit at home and wait.
All things good and all the wrong
Will come right to you: it’s fate.
Hear the music, dance if you can.
Dress in rags or wear your jewels.
Drink your choice, nurse your fear
In this old honkytonk of fools.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Demon Seed (1973) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Humanity yearns so desperately
to equal God's great creativity.
In some creations, how we shine:
music dance, story weaving, wine.
Then thunderstorms of madness
rain upon us, flooding sadness
sweep us into anguish, grief,
into despair without relief.
We're drawn to high castles,
where old hunchbacked vassals
glare wall-eyed as lightning
flares without brightening.
Laboratories in the high towers,
Where the doctor wields power,
creating new life in a dark hour,
in the belfry of the high tower.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: False Memory (1999) Fiction, Suspense, Horror fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Whiskers of the cat,
webbed toes on my swimming dog:
God is in details.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Hideaway (1992) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Life is a gift that must be given back,
and joy should arise from its possession.
It's too damned short, and that's a fact.
Hard to accept, this earthly procession
to final darkness is a journey done,
circle completed, work of art sublime,
a sweet melodic rhyme, a battle won.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Midnight (1989) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Where eerie figures caper
to some midnight music
that only they can hear.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Sole Survivor (1997) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: The sky is deep, the sky is dark.
The light of stars is so damn stark.
When I look up, I fill with fear.
If all we have is what lies here,
this lonely world, this troubled place,
then cold dead stars and empty space…
Well, I see no reason to persevere,
no reason to laugh or shed a tear,
no reason to sleep or ever to wake,
no promises to keep, and none to make.
And so at night I still raise my eyes
to study the clear but mysterious skies
that arch above us, as cold as stone.
Are you there, God? Are we alone?
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Shadowfires (1987) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: To know the darkness is to love the light,
to welcome dawn and fear the coming night.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Tick Tock (1996) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: In the real world
as in dreams
nothing is quite
what it seems.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: the bad place (1990) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Every eye sees its own special vision;
every ear hears a most different song.
In each man’s troubled heart, an incision
would reveal a unique, shameful wrong.
Stranger fiends hide here in human guise
than reside in the valleys of Hell.
But goodness, kindness and love arise
in the heart of the poor beast, as well.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- Trixie Koontz (1)
- IN: A Big Little Life: A Memoir of a Joyful Dog (2009) Memoir, American
EPIGRAPH: Bliss to you.
Dogs live most of life
in Quiet Heart.
Humans live mostly next door
in Desperate Heart.
Now and then will do you good
to live in our zip code.
FROM: Bliss to You, (2009), Poem, US
- G. K. Chesterton (3)
- IN: Lost Souls (2009) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Men do not differ much about what
things they will call evils;
they differ enormously about what evils
they will call excusable.
FROM: Illustrated London News, (1909), Article, UK
- IN: The Dead Town (2011) Fiction, Suspense, Thriller, American
EPIGRAPH: Men can always be blind to a thing so long as it is big enough. It is so difficult to see the world in which we live.
FROM: The Superstition of Divorce, (1920), Book, UK
- IN: Breathless (2009) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Science must not impose any philosophy, any more than the telephone must tell us what to say.
FROM: NULL, (1909), Article, UK
- William Shakespeare (3)
- IN: The Voice of the Night (1980) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: A faint cold fear thrills through my veins.
FROM: Romeo and Juliet, (1597), Play, UK
- IN: Hideaway (1992) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: O, WHAT MAY MAN WITHIN HIM HIDE,
THOUGH ANGEL ON THE OUTWARD SIDE!
FROM: Measure for Measure, (1623), Play, UK
- IN: What the Night Knows (2010) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Death, the undiscovered country,
From whose bourn no traveler returns …
FROM: Hamlet, (1603), Play, UK
- Charles Dickens (2)
- IN: Whispers (1980) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: The Living and The Dead
The forces that affect our lives, the influences that
mold and shape us, are often like whispers in a
distant room, teasingly indistinct, apprehended
only with difficulty.
FROM: NULL, (NULL), NULL, UK
- IN: Odd Interlude (2012) Fiction, thriller, Mystery, American
EPIGRAPH: Oh! They’re too beautiful to live,
much too beautiful.
FROM: Nicholas Nickleby, (1839), Novel, UK
- Thomas Jefferson (1)
- IN: Seize the Night (1998) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Friendship is precious, not only in the shade, but in the sunshine of life. And thanks to a benevolent arrangement of things, the greater part of life is sunshine
FROM: Letters of Thomas Jefferson, (1779), Letter, US
- Ernest Hemingway (2)
- IN: Velocity (2005) Fiction, Suspense, Mystery, American
EPIGRAPH: A man can be destroyed but not
defeated.
FROM: The Old Man and the Sea, (1952), Novel, US
- IN: The Husband (2012) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Courage is grace under pressure.
FROM: NULL, (None), [NA], US
- C. S. Lewis (2)
- IN: Prodigal Son (2005) Fiction, Suspense, Horror fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: For the power of man to make himself what he pleases means, as we have seen, the power of some men to make other men what they please.
FROM: The Abolition of Man, (1943), Book, UK
- IN: Dead and Alive (2009) Fiction, Suspense, Thriller, American
EPIGRAPH: I am very doubtful whether history shows us one example of a man who, having stepped outside traditional morality and attained power, has used that power benevolently.
FROM: The Abolition of Man, (1943), Book, UK
- Martin Stillwater (2)
- IN: Mr. Murder (1993) Fiction, horror, American
EPIGRAPH: Life is an unrelenting comedy. Therein lies the tragedy of it.
FROM: One Dead Bishop, (1993), Fictional, NULL
- IN: False Memory (1999) Fiction, Suspense, Horror fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Life is an unrelenting comedy.
Therein lies the tragedy of it.
FROM: Mr. Murder by Dean Koontz, (1993), Fictional, NULL
- Lucretius (1)
- IN: Lightning (1988) Fiction, Fantasy, Science Fiction, Thriller, American
EPIGRAPH: The wailing of the newborn infant is mingled with the dirge for the dead.
FROM: NULL, (None), [NA], Italy
- Woody Allen (1)
- IN: Lightning (1988) Fiction, Fantasy, Science Fiction, Thriller, American
EPIGRAPH: I'm not afraid to die. I just don't want to be there when it happens.
FROM: Death, (1975), Play, US
- Lao Tzu (1)
- IN: Lightning (1988) Fiction, Fantasy, Science Fiction, Thriller, American
EPIGRAPH: Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; while loving someone deeply gives you courage.
FROM: NULL, (None), [NA], China
- Garth and Shaw, Victoria Brooks (1)
- IN: Dragon Tears (1993) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: You know a dream is like a river
Ever changing as it flows.
And a dreamer’s just a vessel
That must follow where it goes.
Trying to learn from what’s behind you
And never knowing what’s in store
Makes each day a constant battle
Just to stay between the shores.
FROM: The River, (1991), Song, US
- Okyo (1)
- IN: False Memory (1999) Fiction, Suspense, Horror fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: This phantasm
of falling petals vanishes into
moon and flowers…
FROM: NULL, (1890), Poem, Japan
- Richard Feynman (1)
- IN: From the Corner of His Eye (2000) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Nobody understands quantum theory.
FROM: Character of Physical Law, (1965), Book, US
- Emily Dickinson (1)
- IN: The Husband (2012) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: That Love is all there is,
Is all we know of Love….
FROM: That Love is all there is, (1914), Poem, US
- Bible (1)
- IN: Phantoms (1983) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Fear came upon me, and trembling
FROM: Bible, Job, 4:14, (-165), Bible, NULL
- James Whitcomb Riley (1)
- IN: The Servants of Twilight (1984) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: An' all us other children, when
the supper things is done,
We sit around the kitchen fire
an' has the mostest fun
A-list-nin' to the witch-tales
that Annie tells about,
An' the Gobble'uns that gits you
If you Don't Watch Out!
FROM: "Little Orphant Annie", (1885), Poem, US
- Ray Bradbury (1)
- IN: The Servants of Twilight (1984) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: …the Dust Witch came, mumbling. A moment later, looking up,
Will saw her. Not dead! He thought. Carried off, bruised, falles,
yes, but now back, and mad! Lord, yes, mad, looking especially for me!
FROM: Something Wicked This Way Comes, (1962), Novel, US
- Chazal (1)
- IN: The Mask (1990) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Extreme terror gives us back the gestures of our childhood.
FROM: NULL, (None), NULL, Mauritius
- Petrarch (1)
- IN: Innocence (2013) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Rarely do great beauty and great virtue dwell together.
FROM: De Remediis, (1363), Book, Italy
- Lewis Carroll (1)
- IN: The Whispering Room (2017) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: They don't seem to have any rules in particular;
at least, if there are, nobody attends to them.
FROM: Alice in Wonderland, (1865), Novel, UK
- Thomas Carlyle (2)
- IN: The Whispering Room (2017) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: [In the hive} bees will no work except in darkness;
thought will not work except in silence; neither will virtue work except in secrecy
FROM: Sartor Resartus, (1834), Novel, UK
- IN: The Silent Corner (2017) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: I look down into all the wasp-nest or bee-hive… and witness their wax-laying and honey-making, and poison-brewing, and choking by sulphur.
FROM: Sartor Resartus, (1834), Novel, UK
- H.R. White (1)
- IN: from the corner of his eye (2000) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Each smallest act of kindness reverberates across great distances and spans of time, affecting lives unknown to the one whose generous spirit was the source of this good echo, because kindness is passed on and grows and each it’s passed, until a simple courtesy becomes an act of selfless courage years later and far away. Likewise, each small meanness, each expression of hatred, each act of evil.
FROM: This Momentous Day, (None), NULL, NULL
- Anne Brontë (1)
- IN: life expectancy (2004) Psychological Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: But he that dares not grasp the thorn
Should never crave the rose.
FROM: The Narrow Way, (1850), Poem, UK
- Lord Byron (1)
- IN: life expectancy (2004) Psychological Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Here’s a sigh to those who love me,
And a smile to those who hate;
And, whatever sky’s above me,
Here’s a heart for every fate.
FROM: To Thomas Moore, (1821), Poem, UK
- Albert Camus (1)
- IN: the good guy (2007) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: I shall tell you a great secret, my friend.
Do not wait for the last judgement,
it takes place every day.
FROM: The Fall, (1956), Novel, France
- Alfred North Whitehead (1)
- IN: The Silent Corner (2017) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: The major advances in civilization…
all but wreck the societies in which they occur.
FROM: Symbolism: Its Meaning and Effect, (1927), Book, UK
- Anna Roosevelt (1)
- IN: The Funhouse (1992) Fiction, Mystery Ficon, American
EPIGRAPH: You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, 'I lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.' You must do the thing you think you cannot do.
FROM: You Learn by Living: Eleven Keys for a More Fulfilling Life, (1960), Book, US
- Leo Tolstoy (1)
- IN: The Funhouse (1992) Fiction, Mystery Ficon, American
EPIGRAPH: Happy families are all alike; every unhappy family is unhappy in its own way.
FROM: Anna Karenina, (1878), Novel, Russia
- Satchel Paige (1)
- IN: The Funhouse (1992) Fiction, Mystery Ficon, American
EPIGRAPH: Don't look back. Something may be gaining on you.
FROM: "How to Stay Young" Collier's Magazine, (1953), Other?, US
Cited by
- Dean Koontz (21)
- IN: By the Light of the Moon (2002) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Now take my hand and hold it tight. I will not fail you here tonight, For failing you, I fail myself And place my soul upon a shelf In Hell's library without light. I will not fail you here tonight.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Fear Nothing (1998) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: We have a weight to carry and a distance we must go.
We have a weight to carry, a destination we can’t know.
We have a weight to carry and can put it down nowhere.
We are the weight we carry from there to here to there.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Winter Moon (1995) Fiction, Suspense, Horror fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: The City of the Dying Dy.
Beaches, surfers, California girls. Wind scented with fabulous
dreams.
Bougainvillea, groves of oranges. Stars are born, everything gleams.
A weather change. Shadows fall. New scent upon the wind--decay.
Cocaine, Uzis, drive-by shootings. Death is a banker. Everyone
pays.
FROM: the Book of Counted Sorrows., (2001), Author, US
- IN: Mr. Murder (1993) Fiction, horror, American
EPIGRAPH: Winter that year was strange and gray. The damp wind smelled of Apocalypse, and morning skies had a peculiar way of slipping cat-quick into midnight.c
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Cold Fire (1991) Fiction, Horror fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Life without meaning
cannot be borne.
We find a mission
to which we're sworn
— or answer the call
of Death's dark horn.
Without a gleaning
of purpose in life,
we have no vision,
we live in strife,
— or let blood fall
on a suicide knife.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Dark Rivers of the Heart (1994) Fiction, Suspense, Thriller, Romance novel, American
EPIGRAPH: All of us are travelers lost,
our tickets arranged at a cost
unknown but beyond our means.
This odd itinerary of scenes
— enigmatic, strange, unreal—
leaves us unsure how to feel.
No postmortem journey is rife
with more mystery than life.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Intensity (1987) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Hope is the destination that we seek.
Love is the road that leads to hope.
Courage is the motor that drives us.
We travel out of darkness into faith
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Dragon Tears (1993) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Rush headlong and hard at life
Or just sit at home and wait.
All things good and all the wrong
Will come right to you: it’s fate.
Hear the music, dance if you can.
Dress in rags or wear your jewels.
Drink your choice, nurse your fear
In this old honkytonk of fools.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Demon Seed (1973) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Humanity yearns so desperately
to equal God's great creativity.
In some creations, how we shine:
music dance, story weaving, wine.
Then thunderstorms of madness
rain upon us, flooding sadness
sweep us into anguish, grief,
into despair without relief.
We're drawn to high castles,
where old hunchbacked vassals
glare wall-eyed as lightning
flares without brightening.
Laboratories in the high towers,
Where the doctor wields power,
creating new life in a dark hour,
in the belfry of the high tower.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: False Memory (1999) Fiction, Suspense, Horror fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Whiskers of the cat,
webbed toes on my swimming dog:
God is in details.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Hideaway (1992) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Life is a gift that must be given back,
and joy should arise from its possession.
It's too damned short, and that's a fact.
Hard to accept, this earthly procession
to final darkness is a journey done,
circle completed, work of art sublime,
a sweet melodic rhyme, a battle won.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Midnight (1989) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Where eerie figures caper
to some midnight music
that only they can hear.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Sole Survivor (1997) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: The sky is deep, the sky is dark.
The light of stars is so damn stark.
When I look up, I fill with fear.
If all we have is what lies here,
this lonely world, this troubled place,
then cold dead stars and empty space…
Well, I see no reason to persevere,
no reason to laugh or shed a tear,
no reason to sleep or ever to wake,
no promises to keep, and none to make.
And so at night I still raise my eyes
to study the clear but mysterious skies
that arch above us, as cold as stone.
Are you there, God? Are we alone?
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Shadowfires (1987) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: To know the darkness is to love the light,
to welcome dawn and fear the coming night.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: Tick Tock (1996) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: In the real world
as in dreams
nothing is quite
what it seems.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US
- IN: the bad place (1990) Fiction, American
EPIGRAPH: Every eye sees its own special vision;
every ear hears a most different song.
In each man’s troubled heart, an incision
would reveal a unique, shameful wrong.
Stranger fiends hide here in human guise
than reside in the valleys of Hell.
But goodness, kindness and love arise
in the heart of the poor beast, as well.
FROM: The Book of Counted Sorrows, (2001), Author, US